Hi guyss..

It is really a long time that I publish a post here.
I got a little bit distracted about something happened in my life.

Somehow, I almost forgot about my dreams.
I got stuck with all the mess in my life.

But, once again, I found them.

Yesterday, I got a little time with myself.
I walked around. I took a little adventure in this city.
I went to my old habit, walking around with my music, my music.

It took a few hours to get myself back.
At first, I felt empty and confused.
Then, I tried to relax and sat at a restaurant.

At moment, I looked around.
I felt that I should ‘watch’ this moment.
I took off the earphone that plug my ears and tried to feel around.

At that time, I saw and also watched a human-life film.
Many ideas popped out and I really wanted to write at that moment.
But, I didn’t bring any pen or paper, so I take a note in my phone that written:
“There is a moment that I took off my earphone and look around. See every life-wheel that happened.”

and then i realize,
I missed to write.


After that, I still got time to walk around.
I got in many stores and found my passion in design.
I like to design, I know that.
But, somehow, I don’t have any braveness to find a way to get that design thing.

Then, I got trapped in a book store.
I do love books.
I looked around and see many amazing books there.
I couldn’t let down myself and bought some books.

I realize how much I want to fulfill these dreams.
I realize how stubborn I am to give up.
And I also realize how passionate I am to be me in the whole time of my life.

Now, I really want to chase my dreams.
Maybe it will take a long time.
But, I will try it step by step and won’t stop anymore.

I remembered about a quote from Richard Devos,
If you has a dream, give it a chance to come true.

And, I want to give that chance,
to my dream,
to myself.